my body is here but not my mind. my knees, they're far too weak now that I can't even stand on my own properly. I can't think straight, I'm shivering. I'm so fucked up, I can't barely breathe. I'm a mess. my soul's gone, I feel so empty without you. I can't breathe, I swear I'm suffocating.

take me away. I don't belong here. I don't know what should I do. all I want to do is cry. only God knows how it feels to be me right now. just please, take me away already, it hurts, it fucking hurts. but what more can I say? I love you too much to let you go. I won't let you go.

I love you so much and nothing can change that. I'm willing to do anything as long as you're with me. I want you to be happy even if it's not with me but yes, the truth is I want you, only you. I want you for myself only. I'm selfish. I'll just keep on telling myself that everything is going to be okay. I'll fight these tears, and heartaches. call me crazy, call me stupid, I don't care. I'll wait for you forever.  you done nothing. you're not horrible, you're my other half. I can't go a day without you :'(
I just want you to be happy. that's all.

I'm here forever for you. I will wait for you even for a thousand years. I just want to make you happy. I'll do whatever it takes as long as that smile on your face, stay there forever. I will wait for you. I love you.
I know I can't give you anything fancy, I can only love you with all my heart. I hope it's enough. I can only be loyal to you. I will wait for you baby, I swear.

just please, don't turn your back on me. I remember everything you said. I promise, I won't hate you, I won't leave you. I made my decision and that's final. I just want to be happy for once and I want that feeling to stay forever. just so you know, you are my happiness. you have my soul, you have my heart. there's always a place for you in my heart, you're at the top and no one can take your place in my heart. I'll wait for you baby.