well, assalamualaikum November. I know we'll make it through this together. insyaAllah.

anyway, school is ending in a week. time is moving faster from day to day now. and... 2WEEKS before SPM? what is this?! I'm back to having mixed feelings whenever I think about SPM. to be frank, I'm not ready for it. not at all and I don't really want to take that examination but at the same time I don't want to leave high school. I don't necessarily want to leave so soon. high school life is definitely one of the best thing that I'll never forget. it has been 5 years, made a lot of beautiful friends in CBN, lovely teachers and of course I'll miss my netballers the most. I've come a long way and here I am, can you believe this guys? we've come so far now. but as we all know, life gets harder as we grow older. have some faith and don't stop praying for a better tomorrow. okay? amin. tomorrow's Monday, last assembly at school. last assembly of my high school years. can you still believe it? I feel like crying and shaking at the same time. 

I don't really study at home and I just don't know why. but I'm trying my best here to revise almost everything. hmm if only if only..... I'm gonna be busy with seminar SPM starting tomorrow. I hope everything gonna be okay. insyaAllah. please pray for me xx